I look out the window
I can barely breathe
Everything’s frozen over
Dark winter days
Ice covering over
More and more and more
This time things are different
Can’t understand why all I feel is fear
This abyss it’s dark
Breaking on the ground
Plaster a smile
Say it’s all fine
Hear the whispers
Can’t make them stop
Try to block them
Shaking
Crying
Does it even matter
Thoughts of hiding
Thoughts of ending it
Thoughts of escaping
Fantasies
Can’t be reality
And that’s where I wish
There was a way out
A solution
Something where I didn’t
Feel so broken
And alone
See the light across the room
hear the laughter
And maybe realize I’m not alone
