I had seen the strange intrusion of my health,
and how I mourned the subtle, yet drastic changes.
Down into the darkness, I go, yet to explore what happens.
How gently the journey goes – to the fantastical, the unfamiliar, and the ordinary.
The truth is the true and real courage,
Above all others is the epitome of mankind.
Does this feeling of openness make you tremble?
I await for a person to understand my sorrow,
to understand my exceptional openness, and to understand my desire to be listened to.
I await a time when I can authentically communicate with my physician.
I await a safe, yet brave space, where the value of relationships is not understated.
And finally, I await to gain a sense of visible lightness, which I believe will yield my positive well-being.